When you work full time, 9-6, fully structured days, 5 days a week, like starts to become routine, and sometimes you need weekends that are unstructured.
Weekends where you can just do whatever you want to do, whether that be watching Netflix, sleeping extra long, going for a walk, writing, or just thinking.
In a world where everyone seems to be looking for structure, for guidance in life, I Say that it is okay to be lost a bit, to lack structure.
If you are already in a dark room, there is no point searching for anything specific—you might as well just close your eyes and see where it takes you.
Good Luck.
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